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This story was inspired by a prompt from [personal profile] readera on my March 2023 Final Friday Fics, a back channel prompt from Sarah Becca, and fills two squares for my December 2023 Amnesty Bingo Card. 581 words, this is the 7th story in my RePrint series.
 
Comforted 

She slept fitfully that night and had vague unsettling dreams that never resolved into anything substantial. So, the next morning when Althea woke up, she asked Nurse Manning for a favor.
 
“When, ah, when Freddie comes today, can we cook our own food?”
 
“Normally the cafeteria provides all your meals, but if you wanted to make something simple, we could bring in an induction burner and ingredients. What are you craving?” Nurse Manning replied.
 
“I don’t. I…,” Althea struggled to form the words and her hands began to fidget against her fleece throw in agitation.
 
“Something you’re struggling to remember. Okay. Stop for a second and just describe the flavors, or the temperature of the dish. Sometimes coming at it sideways will help you navigate around a softened memory.”
 
“Hot. Creamy. You eat it with a spoon.” Althea announced each description in victory, miming the movement of the spoon with her right hand.
 
Nurse Manning smiled widely, “Sounds like soup!”
 
“Yes! Exactly. With many very small bits.”
 
“Chicken and rice, maybe?” They speculated.
 
“No, but yes, and yes. Ugh, this is so hard! Tart, very bright on my tongue. Perfect for when I was feeling blue.” Althea looked off towards the window and her hands wrung the fleece, first showing off the white sherpa lining, then flashing a twist of the velvety dark galaxy.
 
“Ah! Tart makes me think it’s probably lemony. Chicken Lemon Rice or Chicken Lemon Orzo?” was Nurse Manning’s final suggestion.
 
“That! Yes, please. Can we make that, me and Freddie?”
 
“Of course. Let me set you up.”
 
~~~
 
Freddie arrived at 4:00 p.m. that afternoon wheeling in an oak kitchen cart. On one end of the butcher block top there was the promised induction burner, and the other had a large cutting board and bright red Dutch oven. Underneath the top of the cart were many drawers, cubbies, and one door taking up a third of the space with a commercial stainless steel mini fridge. 
 
“Whew! Nurse Manning really did set us up for this,” exclaimed Althea.
 
“You’ve inspired them. The cooks cobbled together this cart, because you aren’t the first person to find comfort in food, and certainly won’t be the last. I know I feel better when I get one of my favorite sick day meals.” Freddie was calm and efficient as he locked the wheels on the cart and got them stationed against the inner wall of the room, away from both the bed and reading chairs.
 
“Do you know the recipe for Chicken Lemon Rice?” asked Althea.
 
“Nope! But I’ve got one here from the cooks in the cafeteria, and a series of questions we can go through to see if we can recreate the version you’re craving.”
 
“Oh. I didn’t know it could be made multiple way.”
 
“Yeah, apparently there’s the way that is popular in Greek restaurants, and then some families add their own flare with different herbs or spices. Sometimes it has chunks of vegetables, other times its literally just the chicken and rice.” Freddie ran a thick finger down the paper in front of him as he went over the cooks' notes and questions.
 
“Carrots! And, ah, celery. Not a lot, but enough to add texture,” Althea jumped in.
 
“There ya go. We’ll have you warmed and comforted from the inside in no time.” Freddie graced Althea with a huge smile and a brief side hug.
 
“Thanks Freddie. You chop, I’ll stir.” Althea hugged back, gripping her cousin tightly.
 
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For this story I mixed together and used ALL the prompts! It was inspired by [personal profile] amber_fire's prompt on my January Final Friday Fics, the "Wave" prompt for the 2023 February Ficlet Challenge Day 1, and the Fuzzy Blanket/Slippers square of my February Valentines Bingo Card. 783 words, this belongs to my RePrint series.

CW: panic attack including physical symptoms.

Miserable

   Althea has been at RePrint for nearly three weeks when she has her first truly hard day. The morning had been fine, she’d woken up feeling well rested, and everything followed the usual routines. She was looking forward to her family time with Freddie at dinner and considering which games they might play afterwards. 
 
   Its during lunch that she makes a miscalculation with her meal tray and sends everything tumbling to the floor. The clatter as serving ware and dishes meet the ground causes Althea to raise her arms over her head and cower down into her chair. It is an instinctive response she doesn’t understand. The memories that should allow her response to make sense were still completely out of reach, softened and tucked away by the RePrint procedure, so she reacts but doesn’t understand her own internal reasoning.
 
   The cowering fear swiftly turns to panic. Althea feels her heart race, her breathing turn shallow and swift, and her hands tremble where she still has them raised overhead. She’s trapped in the chair, waiting for something terrible to happen that she can’t remember, and fighting for every breath.
 
   Althea doesn’t realize it at the time, but she is alone for less than a minute. Nurse Manning is on duty and monitoring their patient the entire time Althea is enjoying her lunch. The Nurse grabs a rescue basket from the trolley outside of Althea’s room, then enters the patient’s space with their usual poise, staying purposefully calm.
 
   “Althea. It’s Nurse Manning. You’re having a panic attack. You’ve had these before, and I want you to remember, if you can, that this will pass.” Their voice is kept low and soothing.
 
   Althea peaks around her arm to see that the Nurse is there. When did they show up? They’re wearing seafoam green scrubs, thick blue glasses, and have their black hair spiked up. Nurse Manning looks like they always have. Nausea swamps Althea, the back of her throat coating itself in an acidic wash, and her stomach roils. 
 
   “I’m gonna puke!” she blurts. Nurse Manning is quick with an emesis basin pulled from the basket of rescue supplies, passing it to Althea just in time.
 
   “That’s fine. Try to breathe. I know it feels impossible. After you let a little lunch off the top, try to sit back in your chair. If you can’t take a deep breath right now, just try to remember to release the air in a long “whooooo” ok? I promise it will start to help if you can try it.”
 
   Althea wipes her mouth against the back of her forearm and sets the basin as far away from her as she can reach. Her hands are still shaking. Her breathing is now a hitched breath in, and a wobbly release of two or three seconds. Nurse Manning kneels in front of her, settling the rescue supplies between their legs, and patiently models the deep breathing exercise through the long minutes that pass as waves of panic rock through Althea.
 
   “You’re doing great. Do you want your fleece?”
 
   Althea nods vigorously and looks longingly towards the hospital bed where she’d left her galaxy throw. She hadn’t needed it all day, and had been feeling peculiarly pleased about that, but now she wanted the blanket desperately.
 
   “I’ll grab it. You stay put.” Nurse Manning gets to their feet and rescues Althea’s soft fuzzy blanket. They return to the chair and wrap the throw around Althea’s back, extra plush sherpa lining towards Althea’s skin, and tuck it down over her shoulders and arms. Althea’s fingers clutch in the edges of the blanket, drawing it closed around her entire body like a cloak.
 
   “There you go. Cozy.”
 
   “What the hell just happened to me?” Althea demands.
 
   “It’s alright Althea. Every journey here at RePrint has some rough patches. You might not remember, but I assure you, anxiety attacks are something you experienced before the procedure. They’re significantly reduced by the memory softening, but a sufficient trigger can still bring one on. Remember though, you’ve got good coping skills! I’m here to help remind you to use them. Speaking of – here’s another.” Nurse Manning rummages in the rescue supplies and pulls out a ChillWipe. They crack the pack before drawing out a rapidly cooling moist towelette that smells pleasantly of fresh lavender.
 
   Wiping the soothing cool herbal wipe across her brows and cheeks, Althea takes her first truly free breath since the panic attack started, and feels the hangover start. She feels like she could sleep for a week, and her stomach remains queasy.
 
   “Well that, uh…that sucked.” Althea slumps down into her beautiful blue, black, and purple blanket, and heaves a weepy sigh.
 

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This fill was inspired by a prompt from [personal profile] readera at the January 2023 Crowdfunding Creative Jam. 225 words, it is next in the RePrint series after "Buoyed."

Entertained


   Freddie had come by Althea’s room every evening for dinner since Althea’s acceptance of him as her Familial Guardian. They’d savor the meal together, then afterwards play games until Nurse Manning came in to get Althea ready for bed. Althea gravitated towards cooperative board games like Patchwork or role-playing games like The Story Master’s Tales. Each night had been low key and relaxed, and the touches incidental from passing game supplies.

   Now Althea found herself cross-legged on the floor with Freddie, cushions from the comfy arm chairs a fortified wall at their backs and the fuzzy sherpa lining of her galaxy throw strung above their heads. The blanket fort had been Freddie’s inspired idea for a Saturday morning treat while Althea got to watch an hour of media. They’d settled on Hilda, an old show Althea had never heard of, but for which Freddie raved.

   As Freddie reached forward to tap play on the tablet, Althea gently clasped his wrist. “Thanks Freddie. The fort was a great idea; it feels cozy and snug. I’m having fun with you here now, instead of constantly worrying about what comes next. It, its just, more than I expected, you know?” she only stumbled slightly over the admission.

   “Good.” Freddie bumped his massive shoulder into hers. “I’m glad I’m helping. Now get ready to meet your new favorite cartoon!”


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